7/24/26

I really like hedgehogs, they are cute~~!! I want to own one, but my boyfriend said no since i'd love it more than him (he's kidding!!!) but he has considered some of the animals I wanted when we move out, like rats and guinea pigs. i'm very excited since they're really cute and i've owned them as a kid. i also like fish, and feel bad for the betas in small jars. they're 100% abused by being in an improper enviroment. my boyfriend looked at snakes and said he liked reptiles so I'd consider a cornsnake together, they're cute but I know that reptiles are considerably more expensive. I've also considered growing my own eco-system & mossballs. Maybe a tarantula, but I feel like i'd be too scared to touch it.
I would update my favorite verses but the ones in blog one are still my favorite. They probably won't change.

lol i saw my mutuals being posted on other platforms, and i think people having an interest in “indie web” is nice, but it makes me paranoid. If someone likes my site they’ll repost it likely without my consent for their pretentious youtube channel? I doubt my site is /that/ good or good at all, but it wouldn’t be my opinion, but theirs. So, i’ve decided to not have a cool index at all and im not joining any webrings. (i've joined some cool fanlistings though LOL)

sometimes i want to code my own rentry-like paste site, my own notion-like app, etc. but then i realize whats the point?! these things already exist, and i use them often. with notion incorporating AI it makes me want to try, since i don't feel safe with it and i know many also feel similarly. i also want a site that i can update on my phone without having to accidentally mess up the source code... ~_~

AI data Centers

>AOC demands answers from EPA
Ohio is thankfully protesting datacenters

On a lighter note, i'm very into the nautical/sailor lolita style

Sailor OP (2010)
brand: Metamorphose Temps de Fille

A-Line Sailor OP (2001 )
brand: Metamorphose Temps de Fille

I keep having paranoid episodes about random stuff. Like my house catching on fire. I had a dream about it, losing something and getting reborn, trying to change what happened and nobody listening so i just watch them all die.

I'm obsessed with Secretary because Lee is a lot like me. And a lot of movies don't really touch on cutting because you need control. The relationship was kinky but it didn't feel forced or creepy. To me. I love that movie.

I don't get along with other religious people, really. They just don't have an interest in me and that's fine. I do feel lonely, and I do feel like it's why i kind of ignore God now. I have nobody to 'remind' me, or support me, so I get wrapped up in distracting myself because I'm so sad. Knowing God does make me happier, but i don't want to bother anyone about driving me to mass, and i don't pray because i forget but i think of God everyday at least. i've been feeling like praying a Rosary for Celeste. I doubt that I can go into detail about the evil things he's done to her.